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She squints and smirks.

She crouches down, brushing back her hair and stares into me like no one else quite does…

No. You don’t get to do that.

I mean, I thought -

that

I look past her shoulder and point to the sports car ajar on the sidewalk facing the wrong way.

Gold

Her hair fails forward.

I don’t want to think about anything.

Hummm, I think you might be more stubborn.

Is the boy that Bangs his head

Just thought this could be the last time.

The mother waits, watching.

God you just hurt me!

his

The Boy that Bangs His Head

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She walks faster, I run harder

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It wasn’t for me.

Her phone buzzes.

Sapphire

That's not true.

Silence

Mom

How did you get here so fast?

She shakes her head.

- can’t take this shit anymore.

No one hurts me like you do

Across the street a crowd has gathered and within them

No one does this shit to me.

We walk to the car, but really we walk with nowhere to go.

Why did that man just do that?

and mother kneels down, looking into her boy’s eyes, pressing into his chest,

Is that him?

…Sometimes in life, you have to do things like that.

I’m on my knees

You know that?

And he asks his mother,

the

No...

DAMN...

I hold back tears.

WAS It!?

but maybe,

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The Boy looks up and nods.

We’ve both just so stubborn.

She pulls away but not hard enough

Lets just not think about it,

That's what I love about you.

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Don’talk like that.

FUCK I know. I just-

I clutch her shoulder.

2018

Was it all fake?

The girl opens the door first, steps inside, so the guy does too.

Sam.

We walk to the car but really we walk with nowhere to go...

Well My Love,

Sam

Then they disappear round the corner

Bangs

NO?

head

We’ve both been hurt …

I mean were fucking alive.

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She crouches down, brushing back her hair and stares into me like no one else quite does…

Sam!

She crouches down, brushing back her hair and stares into me like no one else quite does…

I might be.

-She traces my lips with her forefingers –

She rises up, not saying a word and takes my hand.

sometimes...

Let’s just be, talk, eat, fuck, not care.

boy

Please...

Bang!

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Mistakes

A half block away…. that’s how she moves.

THERE

What just happened? Where is she? Oh Fuck.

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Oh god, I’ve fuckled up.

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Mistakes

There, a half block away…. that’s how she moves.

1. Bang!

2 Shappire

3 Esha

Make.Food.Serve.Food.Put.Wife’s.Son.To.Bed. Fuck.Wife.Get.Up.Make.Food.Serve.Food.

called stallion,

He breathes in before:

She comes over and I want to break up with her, so we just have sex and then I’m trapped. EndFragment

Man, I don’t know. I can’t place her, I just like being with her, but sometimes I’ll think about her and just fill with dread. EndFragment

My eyes.

bronze brown.

and dad keeps walking towards it.EndFragment

What?

My skin

Dad

She stops. She Turns… Grinning, Waving. At the waves, both of them are. Wait… are they, is she… waving at me? EndFragment

The Woman with the Golden Flower = The First Muse

We sit down.

and

But it

The boy’s eyes widen thinking about him.

LUKE

when things

Remember the flowers, water is racing up the sand!

be good

the Boy That Bangs His Head is also Shappire.

such a bro.

Dad what are you doing?

but the

You can either go for a Zebra, and Zebras are nice and there’s lots of them or you can try and catch a Cheetah.EndFragment

the sun

I order coffee;

He takes another sip of coffee.

aren’t going well,

I have

Humm, that’s probably not good.

Yea but I don’t know what to do with her because I don’t know what I like. EndFragment

But what mother really wants to say is,

No Idea why.

He nods, raising his eyebrows and exhaling his stress with his eyes closed.

Well with girls…EndFragment

in war

I get it man you're in limbo. I've been there. It's the worst place to be.

he's

But she's great. EndFragment

I just don’t know who I am

Every time i Look in the mirror I’m a model. I have the look. My eyes. My skin is the most beautiful bronze brown. By woman I've been called stallion, champion, wolf-like and when things aren't going well, such a bro

They’re perfect to you.

is the

-a man black as night holds her hand- EndFragment

He nods and sips his coffee so I sip mine

Leeyah is outside on the trampoline waiting for you.

so he orders coffee.

It cracks. EndFragment

So the boy cracks open the door and father scoops him up with terrified arms. EndFragment

The Boy That Banged His Head is now Golden.

most beautiful

the look.

Maybe you need time for yourself.

I think Andrea is a wildebeast.

That's new so he does it again, harder this time.

charging

Do you hear me?

Then he breathes in.

such a bro

She Smiles – She Walks –She Does Not Walk – She Moves – He Burns. EndFragment

What? Dad!

is not

Ring

Like I don’t know what I like, my mom needed help and my sisters needed stuff so there wasn’t any time.

I've been

And cheetahs are beautiful, smart and will fight for you.

Damn.

champion, wolf-

I don’t know what music to like and with Andrea…EndFragment

He speaks,

Every time i Look in the mirror I’m a model.

sees:

The water is screaming. EndFragment

Trying to break free

and for some reason you see them and everything in your body just screams YES.

You know I think its like the Serengeti.

Humm…I'd probably call her a white buffallo.. but what do you think you girlfriend, is?

figure he

So the boy dives in after him, after the dead body of dad drowning in mistakes.

someone who'd

Why are there tears in his eyes? EndFragment

which makes

YOU HAVE TO BE BRAVE

Honey please, come out, aren’t you hungry? I made spaghetti. EndFragment

But Momma we're all just going to die!

It’s like I fell in love with the pain.

and he does

By woman

It’s so strong its hard to look away, that’s your cheetah, but the only thing is you might end up getting killed by it all. EndFragment

so he orders coffee.

BANG!

surface

In the water there is no one elseEndFragment

the water

him burn

Make.Food.Serve.Food.Put.Wife’s.Son.To.Bed. Fuck.Wife.Get.Up.Make.Food.Serve.Food.

She wears it tucked golden behind her ear and absolutely nothing else.

he burns.

Mistakes.

Erupting from

THE MAN WITH THE KNI ES

towards

some

He pulls out a gun. EndFragment

Open the door!

Make.Food.Serve.Food.Put.Wife’s.Son.To.Bed. Fuck.Wife.Get.Up.Make.Food.Serve.Food.

Riiinnng

Dad! What are you doing?

Bang.

boy

wall

Light Streams in,

his

Father tries the handle but the boy has tucked his clothes underneath so it only cracks an inch… EndFragment

head

mother gasps

The

the

Stop hurting yourself.

feel

can

so the boy bangs his head.

back

Bang

Deep in the corner of his closest, father and mother try to open the door.

against

Son come on now… Open the door.

But a SAMENESS hacking your life away.

CONNOR LONDON Chp. 1 of 2s 6:00 MIN A montage of the Fears of Men crescendoing down divergent paths of Sapphire and Gold. EndFragment

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or sandcastle vacations.

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